[00:27.52] I was young and I was reckless, man
[00:30.03] Moved out at seventeen and made my momma mad
[00:33.09] I thought I had it all figured out
[00:34.98] A pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
[00:38.18] Peeled out in my big black Chevy
[00:40.55] Tipped it six times and I knew that I was ready
[00:43.50] To straighten up because my best friend died
[00:46.03] I didn't wanna carry on living that life
[00:49.54] And now I'm running from the scene
[00:52.36] 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
[00:55.39] It's a loaded memory
[00:57.38] Yeah, it kills me every time
[01:00.70] And I'm trying not to scream
[01:03.59] But It's eating me alive
[01:05.86] I'm still haunted by
[01:07.74] The best years of, the best years of my life
[01:11.74] 
[01:14.39] Yeah!
[01:15.40] Let me take y'all back
[01:16.84] I was young and I was helpless, man
[01:19.30] Self-medicating my own depression, man
[01:22.06] I drank a bottle after breakfast
[01:24.19] Took a look in the mirror, ripped the rosary of my necklace, damn
[01:27.87] I lost my job, so I lost faith
[01:30.39] I just saw a baby bump in my girl's waist
[01:33.34] I need a drink to feel right
[01:35.30] Party with my homies to escape from real life
[01:38.01] Yeah, we had it all figured out
[01:40.49] Pocket full of pills and a forty in my mouth
[01:43.01] But, I never should have let my best friend drive
[01:45.72] 'Cause he's the reason my child would never see me alive
[01:48.40] Damn
[01:49.63] Now I'm running from the scene
[01:52.65] 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
[01:55.00] It's a loaded memory
[01:57.62] Yeah, it kills me every time
[02:00.62] And I'm trying not to scream
[02:03.55] But It's eating me alive
[02:06.02] I'm still haunted by
[02:07.96] The best years of, the best years of my life
[02:11.41] 
[02:21.61] All the sudden nothing matters anymore
[02:24.59] He lost it all, his life was scattered on the floor
[02:27.15] And now his family's tryna pick up all the pieces
[02:29.19] I am locked up in a box
[02:31.00] I am a monster
[02:31.85] I'm the reason that's he's gone
[02:33.54] Wish I could take it all back
[02:35.54] Press rewind and take a picture of the past
[02:37.74] Pause it, feel my heart turn black
[02:40.45] My lungs are smoldering, I'm breathing in the ash
[02:43.98] Now I'm running from the scene
[02:47.04] 'Cause I was caught up in the crime
[02:49.71] It's a loaded memory
[02:51.77] Yeah, it kills me every time
[02:55.32] And I'm trying not to scream
[02:57.82] But It's eating me alive
[03:00.14] I'm still haunted by
[03:02.46] The best years of, the best years of my life
[03:07.19] 
[03:11.27] I'm still haunted by
[03:13.29] The best years of, the best years of my life
[03:17.61] 
[03:22.18] I'm still haunted by
[03:24.52] The best years of
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